New Moon!!

I LOVE THIS GUY!!

Flowers.........

what's in a flower?

what significance does it have to the giver and the receiver?

for example a red rose signifies love, its something lovers give to themselves on valentines day. Its a sign of romance e.t.c lol..

the pink rose is on a lower level... it shows a sign of gratitude... it is like a typical thank you rose.....

If there is a red rose in a bunch of yellow or pink roses it signifies love ;)

A violet rose signifies love at first sight......

a nice gift for the first sighting of someone u really like....

from my point of view the order should be

Violet-------Pink--------Red

and the last is a white rose which signifies purity. the perfect bunch for a babys christening or baptism.......

Micheal jackson is gone..............

Micheal Jackson is gone.... it all seems like a dream to me...... i remember the days of parties where we have mj impersonators, dancing.... all the songs everything...... this got me thinkin abt life in general.... i mean today we are alive tomorrow gone...... Life is sooo short...but not worthless hopefully...
we have to
The king of pop is gone.........
i just heard that the child that accused him of molestation was lying so that his dad could get money...... isnt that heartless...it was this same case that made mj get addicted to painkillers....nd im sure its wat started a chain reaction leadin to his myocardial infarction........
people in this world are mean... peace

Is it possible?

Is it possible to hold feelings over a long period of time….. when i say long i mean long….. we are talking 2-3 years. Do you think that’s long? I don’t know it is kind of long and the fact that i haven’t seen the person i have the feelings for in a long time we are talking more than one year. Ok i think i should tell you about this person. This person is my ex ….. we didn’t date for long. When we broke up we still had strings attached and it has bin that way since.  We lost contact after a while when i moved away but we later got talking and the feeling resurfaced. But I'm wondering how long these kind of feelings can last forever?? for the next ten years?? twenty?? Till i get married?……. I try to hide it from my ex but it keeps coming up anytime we talk we talked about it and i was happy to find out that it is a mutual feeling…. I hope we meet this summer to talk about everything but i know we cant really have a relationship because of the distance between us but…. it would be nice to see him again even if it is only for one day

P.S: I am not crazy btw lol…..

My first blog…..

Well i would first like to welcome everyone and my self to my blog. I don’t really know how this goes but ill start somehow ( there is no right way to do it). So i will start by saying that not everything i say is going to make sense you might have to think deeper to  get a real understanding of my words…… as i said i am very conservative and i might leave some blanks in between….. i hope i do not confuse anyone……. if i do please say so, so i can explain it in my next blog……